So I think we've all established I can't keep a blog to save my life... but... I just can't give up sooo I'm officially re opening my blog and starting a fresh. Fingers crossed...
Funny thing is, I came on here to read my old posts and maybe see how different things were a year ago (and cringe a bit) but honestly I was disappointed in myself for not giving this a proper go and seeing it through! So here I am one year on, 19 years old and I can safely say a LOT of things have changed since I last wrote that post!
Firstly, I lost touch with a lot of my old school friends last year and sadly still not spoke to them to this date, I guess not going to university I lost out on the connection that most people that go to uni have, and obviously they live in various places that aren't exactly just around the corner so eventually things just faded in terms of friendship which is a shame I guess, but they're doing their own thing and enjoying themselves and that's cool too :). For a while I was kind of on my own, just going out occasionally on nights out with a few girls that had returned from uni, they were fun but I did kind of feel a little isolated and a bit lost, I needed a focus in my life and a well needed change! Eventually not long after I got a job at a quite popular Restaurant nearby to me (a Frankie and Benny's if you know of them! haha) I've learnt a lot of new skills and built my confidence a lot and things started getting a lot better and a bit more money wasn't too bad either! , I was starting to feel part of something again :) The best thing about getting the job (and probably the best thing about this year) I've met a lot great, amazing new people, pretty much all of them have become my closest friends, and they're such a laugh and I can honestly say I wouldn't have had all these new experiences this year with them :) As you may or may not know last year I was studying a make up media course at college but sadly after a year I lost touch with the career aspect, (not the make up! that's still ever growing.. a long with my collection of eyeshadow palettes) but I just wasn't feeling it, So after completing a year there I went full time at frankies to earn a bit of proper experience and more dosh, and hopefully start a new career in hospitality, and I must say it's been some fun at times and then other times a lot of hard work, but what job isn't!
So like I say I've been pretty happy this year....then unfortunately at the same time there's been times this year where I was faced with situations I would never have thought in a million years I would have to face. Honestly sometimes they've been really hard going for me. I'm not going to bore you too much with the deets but lets just say I actually know how it feels to cry over a boy now. boooooooo boys :(:(. I know it happens to everyone so i'm not the only one but still when or if you get your heartbroken if you honestly feel like no one gets what your so upset about and your really down and worried how or if your gonna be happy again, then I promise one day you'll wake up and be like "whaaaaat was all the fuss about?!" and you will understand why all your friends called him such a general d*** head haha :) But seriously , if he upsets you so much and is willing to see you upset, then you deserve better, I promise you girls.
But that's not all! I forgot to mention the lovely places I've been so lucky to see this past year! Places such as London, Paris, Disney, Greece, Liverpool, Newcastle, Manchester, Blackpool but I won't even touch on that right now! I'll be posting about my thoughts on those places soon though, don't worry! :)
So all in all I have changed! Whether it's for the better or not I can only hope! but I'll be looking to the future and keeping up with writing a mixture of beauty, fashion and general tish tosh about my life I like! So keep on the look out and look to the future! :)
Lucy xx
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